Cut off my hands I'm sick of rolling in this filth

I cannot hide this treachery any longer

I want to be clean again, only by the Blood of Jesus

I will not deny any longer, the price He paid for me

All of the things I've touched and seen play like a tape across my mind
 every second a war with the enemy feasting upon my soul with ease, 
accessible pleasure my soul willingly consumes in an instant
, a slave to this sin like a dog I devour my vomit, accepting defeat

I long to be free, safe in your arms

love pouring out, I am helpless in your presence

flat on my face, You teach me just how much You love me

when can I be in the place where I have victory?

Never again will I return to this sickening state

Lord help me to hate the devil with everything I have within me
crushing the snake under my foot I am drawn closer to you

I just want to love You with all my heart, WASH ME IN YOUR BLOOD

Lord I am willing

but my past awaits me in the distance

all of the images

take them away

there are others

grab a hold of each other and fight

LIFT SOMEBODY UP


The past no longer holds you down

strangling you keeping you from being what God wants you to be

no longer wretched but beloved

the Father wraps you in His arms

RENEWING YOUR SPIRIT.